Wednesday, December 14, 2005
sorry guys for not blogging for a week.
well my internet is up again hahaha... thank goodness.. haha.. this whole week was a bore... didnt do much.. but it was fun being with my friends.. i got my guitar alreadyy!! haha.. semi acoustic.. fibre back.. spruse top.. mahogany neck.. wheee.. hahaha.. thanks mom.. lol.. was suppose to go sentosa.. but some dicckkkies pangseh... rraahhss..
haish.. i shud change my lay out alrr.. haha.. well.. i just wrote a few stuff down.. gonnaa see if it really is true... how i wish.. wishing alot of stuff.. but i guess oni a few can come true... sis went out today. mom went to work... im home... reactivated my internet.. thinking abt how we used to be.. and how we can be... haish.. 2 different things actually.. went dinner ytd... was kinda pissed... sorry keith. yeah xinwen.. bastard.. i will never stop seeing u as one... irritant... played vietnam with mao qing, kev and keith. was damn fun... who's up for round 2!! haha..
arrghh. blogging mood fading awayy hahaha... oliver's party is on the 17, which iss.... saturday if im not wrong... looking forward to next week... you shud noe why honey.. ((: so sad la... arrghh edgy edgy..
YOU! never tag, never blog, never reply, never respond, i guess u never care.. why bother why care why even ask when the reply is.. not even coming.. or it JUST happens that some other thing comes up and expect me to help. well i wanna help, im doing my damn best to help, but why like this.. why shove me. dun tell me ure not.. when u ARE. i dun wan u to be hurt, i dun wan u to be sad.. all the words i've told u.. are they helping? of course.. but what is the thanks i get? just a thank you? well i dun see why i cant get anything else.. im not being a dick.. i just wonder.. wonder wonder... i will never ever stop wondering why im feeling this way...
slept like a baby last night.. raahhss.. hungry.. hunger strike for 2 days, heh. oni water.. for now
edited at 9.30-
if i dun bother to talk to u, we wud be silent among each other.. thats not what i wanted.. thats not how its suppose to be... wake up! why do we have to be like this.. this isnt fun for anyone.. ure having troubles well so am i..
u make me wanna hold u in the middle of the night. how i wish i could speed up time.. or better still forget everything and not even noe it begun.. Posted at 12:11 AM
